Saturday, January 31, 2009

31 Jan 2009 [[heart.... pain... ]]

haiz..... i feel like.... wanna die....... zzz...... tis kind of feeling...... im so sick of this..... zzz.....

u wont know how i feel..... u wont know how sad i am.... u............. haiz..... suan le......
zzz....

everytime i sad... u wont know.... cos........ haiz. nothing la... tell u oso dono...... my heart...... really really very pain........... im tired....... zzz....

but.......... however it is.......

i wont give up just like this.......... i dont know i will how...... but.... anyway.. it doesnt mind......

i think..... im sick..... fever........ whole body very hot..... i oso dono why........ tired.... haiz.... wanna faint........

... zzz....

Friday, January 30, 2009

25 Jan till 30 Jan [[ nightmare.. hmm.. pls cum back.. sorry.. ]]

haiz.......... sad.... those things tat u told me.. are still in my mind.... i found sumthing gones wrong after u told me tat u're in a sad mood tat day.... u call me to sms wif u... i ask u gt miss me ma... u said don wan tis type of sms... hmm... my heart broke when i heard tat... haiz....
the next night... we sms... i said bout ur baby pets.. den bla bla bla... den u suddenly said '' if u dun lyk me or dun lyk my way dat mch u shud jz break up wif me.. zzz... '' ... u noe i very sad when i heard tat??? u'll nvr noe.. haiz.... 25 jan, tat night.. we quarrel again.. u wan break.... u said u don lov me like last time.... i ask u izit u like other gals??? u said '' not really... i jz.... dun love u lyk last time lyk dat... last time was gd... but nw....... mayb its my problem'' ...sad... haiz... although i cry till my tears oredi no more... but... i din give up.... u noe why??? cos i love u! haiz.... but u'll never understand how much i love u...i said i jus wan u to b happy.... hmmm.... u..... jus like a heartless man..... suddenly said u lov me... den suddenly wanna break up again.... im wondering wats wrong wif u..... haiz..... u call me to make u lov me again.... n mayb u'll lov me..... haiz.... i was trying very hard these days.... trying to change... to be better than b4... haiz.... u call me to let u go.. u said u only will make me sad nia.... but.... i wont how actually.... cos.... i love u... tats all....

last night... u suddenly wanna break again... i tot u said tat u take a second chance becos u blif tat we can b together forever... haiz....i oredi changed ..jus for u... but still..... u said '' u changed. i know ..... but.... my feelings 4 u jus didnt change.. i dont know why.... im sorry... '' .... tat makes my heart broke again.... haiz.... these days i owes ren nai zhe... i hope we can back to normal one day..... zzz.... i really miss u a lot.... but why..... why u do tis to me.... haiz..... tis is unfair....

mayb we'll end up not long from nw.... but... i still... still blif tat... we can b back to normal.... if we don give up.... sure will b successful..... zzz... i'll b waiting for u to come back.. the zack tat i know...... haiz...

i really lov u very much.... hope u wont forgt the msg tat i sent it to u on the 26 jan.. n... hope u wont forgt the things tat i wrote on the drawings tat i drawn for u.... i wrote those.... wif my feelings... hmm.... i hope u'll understand tat.... i'll love u... watever u did to me... no matter how sad i was... no matter how many times u broke my heart.. no matter how long... i don care whether u r going to leave me onot...... i'll still love u... waiting for u....







* i promised i'll never forget the day we kissed or the day we met... the sky may fall n the stars may too... but in the end... i'll still love u... *

i love u..............!!!!!!!!!!!

To: Zack Wong Zhen Wei

From: Caroline Jong Yee Yen