12 July 2009 [[.. recall..]]

well.. just as usual.. every morning i woke up, sure will think tiok wanna on my phone.. cos last time u'll owes find me first.. but.. when i think
again.. i realise tat.. we've broke up oredi.. lol.. how stupid i am.. xD.
everytime when thrs a msg, im very nervous.. thinking tat it was u.. but.. is other people.. xD.

ok.. i jus wana recall bck wat u wrote to me b4.. things tat happen around us..
i deleted sum of them.. oni remain those i feel like wan to.. lol.. lets start from.. january 2009.

19 Jan 2009
u dun even blif dat i can wait. Or even blif dat i stil love u.

20 Jan 2009
every night the same thing will happen.. sien.. and i'll keep apologizing.. wonder how long dis guna last. goodnight n sweet dreams.

25 Jan 2009
>Haiz... make me love u again.. and mayb i will love u..... im sorry... i think its my fault.

>>Mayb its my fault... haiz.. sry... jus let me go.. i only make u sad nia.

29 Jan 2009
u changed. i know...... but........ my feelings 4 u jus didnt change.... i dont know why...... im sry.

8 Feb 2009
You too. Dont too late sleep. i think things are starting to change. I believe in a new beginning :) muacks! lov ya <3

18 Feb 2009
er.. dono yet lol... dear.. yesterday is our 1 year anniversary. xp

28 March 2009
Wad wad wad. mz zhen xi got gf ma. xp cause not many people r dat lucky to hav a gf like u. eee.xp

6 May 2009
Sorry no cure? r u sure my dear dear baby lao po?xp muacks!

12 May 2009
Fill in the blanks, send this back 2 me! =D

3 things u CANT forget bout me:
-yr body
-yr voice
-yr smile

My nickname
-dear

My name that u save in ur phone
-apple

Words that i oways say
-xp

About me
-gorgeous

What do u want me to be
-my lao po

Unforgetable memory with me
-muacks.xp

What u DISLIKE bout me
-attp

Do U love me? yes/no
-yes

21 May 2009
K then i sleep lo k.. sory cnt pei u til 12 ar.. happy bday my baby lao po.. hehe.. i love u wor
k.. muacks!

3 July 2009
i sleep le o.o x.x -.- talk when i feel lyk. Mayb next week.

4 July 2009
If u realy that hate me nw, already cnt how le. i doubt u'll never forget wat i said and i wouldn't forget it either. Sorry if i caused so much suffering n pain in ur life. i have no idea wat to do now or next. The decision is urs.

5 July 2009
good nite dear dear... xp muacks! i love u.

9 July 2009
Haha.. k la.. sleep liao.. nite dear.. love u
muacks!

10 July 2009
i dont think we both feel happy tis way n it wouldn't be very gd if we go on... i dont think im ready to be in a relationship... im not happy n i dun think u r too.. i dun wan to hurt u anymore.. so pls.. dun ask me to think about it.. really sorry..





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well.. i save those messages.. others deleted..
sum bad sum good.

things are owes changing..

lol.. jus wana wrote them out oni..

by the way.. its not really tat important oredi..

wats on my mind is..
i don care wat other people think bout u..
hate u or love..
u r owes the best in my heart..
lol
thank god for giving me such a nice n wonderful present.

i really hope tat u can come bck to me..
but.. i know im just dreaming. lol


i have no ''wei kou'' to eat this morning..
dono why.
lol

i haven forget bout u..
lol